flashback:
yesterday afternoon i took a very big risk n went sumwhere very far off... yar... worth e trip larr. :P of course.. anything is worth it. :P hahas. i felt rather nauseous on e way home so i took a cab back... ran out of cash n so i ended up in nhss again.. lols... yar... chatted wif da sam... he was like," hao chi mah..." always asking me tt question... lols... got meaning de... :P den watched abit of e rehershal... yar... ok lor. needs improvement. there seems to be a spirit of e occasion liao... tts good... den walked to e bus stop slowly... headache liao... went back home 4 tuition... yup. den apparently after tt i felt very ill... so i went to bed.

todae:
woke up feeling worse. went to school n fa dai at parade square... fa dai fa dai fa dai... steph came n said hi... den went off to sit wif sharon they all... lols... i continued fa daiing... too lethargic to get up... yup... walked up e stairs den tot i was gonna vommit... cough like mad... den jose was like... u shouldnt have come to school... hahas... cannot dun cum to school lor... yup. stayed for dance... took lotsa pics... yup. :P photo blog updated!

gazed at e stars@10:54 PM
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ERm. First day of school. nothing to elaborate on larr... lols...

gazed at e stars@11:12 PM
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wow?? The performance was a blast. Arrived at church at 830am... Den had a rehershal... yar... i was sneezing n coughing... erm... but prayed yar... den felt better... yup. practised a few more times... finally service started... yar... so excited to do dis for God... Instead of the usual nan hua glory and nhds glory, dis dance was for God's glory. yup. Did the dance wo mistakes and after the dance, Nicholas asked me to split between the church benches. obviously i din. lame??? erm. den aunt april and pastor razo came up to us to praise us for e wonderful cheoreography... Gregory said the standard was better than his school's dance standard... hmmm. He's from Clementi Town Sec. Well, the power of St Andrew's dance and Nan Hua dance combined??? ok joking... Yi Jun deserves e applause!!! hahas... she cheoreographed e whole thing... :P Well the news of me involved in the dance ( btw the music was "still") kinda spread like wildfire n soon i guess the whole english congregation knew abt it... :P nice lorr. a dance dedicated to GOd. Wont forget it forever...
Yarr. i recovered from e symptoms of illness liao... yay... tomoro going back to sch wif a pile of hw. i doubt the teachers can mark em all though... poor teachers... oh yeah. july ll be here soon... oh no... time is running out...

messags:
ranie: lame larr u...
yxys: lalalala... :P seeya tomoro k...

gazed at e stars@10:06 PM
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Flashback:
Yesterday i went to church at about 830am... ok lor... danced danced danced... on carpeted floor. ok u must be thinkin... Carpeted floor sounds good mah... cushions my fall... blah blah... but actually, its torture. Darn. The dance got so many turns and twists cann?? my poor little doorknob ankle... oooooookkk... my heel is gonna get really cracked? the friction caused is really great u know...hahas...Yi Jun finished cheoreographing the dance... OMG the final pose is totally... Yi Jun n i would have to do splitswhile Eunice and Hazel would pose n create a sort of heart shape in the middle of the stage... the carpeted floor was the main prob cann? keep having to stand split stand split stand split... my heel!!!!!!!!!! so painful...the friction!!!! i wan my xiao wan pi dance shoes!!! YEa. i limped my way home after the practice cann?

NHSS FAmilY daE:
Arrived at West Coast at 645am. SAw Jie Yim, Hann Binn and a few others who camped there last nite... cool??? ERm. mosquitoes!!! oh no more calamile lotion! ( lame) eRm. took sum pics... bUT my cam ran out of batteries... ArGH. SO FRUSTRATED. I was HANDICAPPED. The camera's part of me! -_-" Saw lotsa lower sec de... alot of sec4s pon lorr... tsk tsk... well... waited for very long ( my legs cannot take it liao... ) then walk back to school... managed to take sum pics wif sum last amounts of batt i had left... go see lorr... hmmm. my legs... poor legs... i think i may fall ill any moment... feeling lethargic... i felt like throwing up when i reached sch... but sumhow i recovered... strange... den started to feel very exhausted...had to rest.. but sean n gang wanted to play hide n seek around level 3 and 4... so play lor... in e end become catching... lols... i was so tired... argh... saw sum1 but din really talk...too dangerous... hmmm i guess i din play any other organised games... thks to the rain larr.. hahas... well... yarr... went home n tried to sleep but had to go 4 tuition... sian diao... did amath papers as usual... argh... started to have a headache...when i was going home i was feeling a little giddy... very very tired... i think my bro may have spread his germs to me... i may be falling ill... i seldom fall ill de lorr... but when i do... it ll be bad... eek. i dun wann. went home straight n slept till 930. then i woke up n decided to cum online... yarr. tts all. toodles...

gazed at e stars@9:45 PM
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A post of my holiday homework. DUN COPY or else i ll come and hack you to pieces. I mean it.
Describe the suspense of waiting for some event to happen.

It was the afternoon of a cold, grey, Sunday. The streets outside glistened with snow; the white sparkling flakes stuck and melted on the window panes and hung on the boughs of the trees like molten silver. The wind howled dismally, whipping up little whirling columns of snow that rose and fell at every fresh gust. The dull, murky sky stretched like a dark canopy, a vast infinity of greyness.

She moved her little delicate fingers tentatively, making a cute movement across her chubby cheeks. In the warmth of her cosy cot, Alice smiled cheerfully at her parents as she woke up from her deep slumber. Tears filled the eyes of her mother as she held her child’s frail body in her hands. Alice was diagnosed with a congenital disease so rare that her parents have not been able to find a doctor to treat her. Since her birth, she had only spent about thirty days outside the hospital, as her low immunity made her prone to infections. She fell sick so often, having chest infections, high fever, fits, liver cirrhosis, that doctors had initially thought that she might have contracted pneumonia, liver cancer and the AIDs virus.

The silence was profound as Alice’s parents alternated between despair and frustration. Despair over their in ability to save their child and frustration that nobody knew what was ailing her. However, he pulled through. Alice could not walk or talk, and she either threw up everything she ate or it goes right through her. The only food she could consume was rice water, and a special nutrient filled milk formula. Her parents could only wait in despair as the doctors attempted to find the specific gene where she had the problem and find a rational treatment.

The wind howled and shrieked, tearing through the trees outside the hospital as darkness engulfed the street. It was going to be a stormy night. Just then, a doctor entered the sterile room quickly. Taking out a large syringe, he jabbed it into Alice’s skin and took a blood sample. Tears dribbled down her cheeks as she shrieked in pain. Her parents could only stand back and watch helplessly. The pain they felt was beyond words. To them, it is worth of the effort and time spent trying to find out what was wrong with their child and the many hours spent by her bedside praying for her and being there for her. Her days were obviously numbered, but the love that was showered upon her was overflowing.

The door of the ward opened again, and this time, it was the gene researcher who entered. “We have found out that your child is suffering from a metabolic disease that affects many different organ systems including the digestive and immune systems. Although there are about twenty types of this disease, Alice’s disorder has never been documented. We do not have any other patients for comparison, and cannot predict what lies ahead. I am sorry.”

The room was once again engulfed in silence. Alice, however, broke the silence suddenly with her cheerful laughter. Her parents smiled, knowing that that as long a glimmer of hope existed, they would never give up. The wait would never end.

“Mummy… Daddy…” A tiny cry came from the cot… They rushed to the cot and burst into tears… Their child had finally spoken her first words…

copyrighted kai wen 2005

gazed at e stars@1:20 PM
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hahas. the time is almost up. ONce July arrives. This blog ll go into a weekend update mode. This will continue all the way till the Os are over. A test of my discipline ba. There are 2 things to tempt me to come online. Firstly, the most important reason, is... Secondly, my tagboards. They bring life to my blogs. YAr. I may shut down my tagboards to remove tt temptation. hahas. yup. The YF dance thing is becoming crazier... now instead of hazel , i have to lift yi jun. haha. first fiona, then hazel. now yi jun... wow.. haha... nid more pushups liao??

gazed at e stars@10:26 PM
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well. its been a boring day.

gazed at e stars@11:00 PM
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erm..i was basically pulled out of bed n the whole family rushed to JP ( Jurong point not Jurrasic Park ) at 945 am just to watch the movie Batman... OMg lor... i how old liao still go watch such a show... lame... haha... well... rushed off in 5 mins n arrived to watch a whole string of advertisements... tt lasted 10 mins. ok lor the show was fine lar. I wanna watch WAR of THe WORLDS n CHARLIE N e CHoc FActory!! Woots... But i cant, obviously. i nid to study. :P erps. actually after the show i went home to study la. I cant seem to finish my hol hw. kinda impossible. Anw, i miss SCHOOL!!!!! I MISS DANCE!!!

gazed at e stars@10:43 PM
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erm. basically a boring day. my days are getting more boring?
Went to bukit batok swimming complezx to swim... ok lor... when we left, my dad had diarhoea while my bro fell ill wif fever... sumthing wrong wif the water sia... oh dear...
ya i cut my back by accident... thanks to the open table shelf tt was left open... argh.. quite a deep cut... oops... nvm. having illusions of one of the crazy family's member... going crazy? erps... ranie is going for yf youth sunday performance! haha maybe she ll bring yu jie... sia suay me...

gazed at e stars@11:00 PM
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ERm. theres nothing much to blog about today.
I din turn up for YF. Instead i went for the rehershal for Youth Sunday. Sandg a couple of songs... jumping here n there... my redeemer lives! my redeemer lives! haha... Erm Then came 'Still'... Danced the crazee 4 person dance... Lifted Hazel, who is like, so much older than me... SHE is tall! omg... she says shes 49 kg... ok lor... :P Erm. ya. I m the only guy in the dance. 4 person dance only... OMg... Yi JUn ( ex- nhds dancer ), Eunice, Hazel and Me. oh man.
Yar. MY lips r so dehydrated today. cracked up sia. erps. WATER!!!!
Haix. i m tortured. i still got alot of amath to do... help... i nid help... argh... the abyss of homework is consuming me from my insides.... ( ok tt sounds cheem )
See photo blog leh... alot of u haven see my new pics of my hol trip...

gazed at e stars@10:26 PM
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ERm. i m bored to death at home. Almost finished geog. One last question ya. erps.
THe CountDOwn BeginS:
At the start of JULY, Blogging ll be carried out on weekends only.
I ll not be online unless necessary. TTs my goal. Time to spend all my time on studying ba. Cannot let my loved ones down. My birthday is coming!! erps tts nxt month la. haha. Lets see who remembers? :P
Please tag people!

gazed at e stars@10:41 PM
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Day 1:
Erps. I arrived at the cruise centre at 445 after having a quick covo wif sum1 impt on msn. Waited at the boarding queue starting point. ( we were e first there ) Erm... waited till 830pm... den finally boarded. during the waiting time i was reading my geog text n listening to music like tong hua. haha. erm. wasnt feeling too happy about leaving spore cos i was in study mode. once i m in study mode, its quite ez to switch mode to play mode, den its hard to go back to study mode. get my point? So i boarded hesitantly but of cos i had no choice la. Was welcomed by the star cruises band who played welcome melodies... Once i stepped into the Piazza, i saw my family's good old frens ( from the crew ) Goldie and Leo. They were on duty wif a giant garfield, so my family took pics wif em! ( see photo blog ) Ya. They were so happy to see us! And so we went 4 our dinner at e pavilion room. ( chinese food ) Ok lar. not bad ba. :P Erm. Den we went off to have fun... Took pics of cos... At nite i couldnt sleep as the ship went off. So i prayed...

Day 2:
WOke up at 545 am. Prayed again. felt depressed. Den cheered mydelf up wif a look at a picture and looking at my band which i wore throughout the cruise. A buffet breakfast was eaten... Erm What did i eat? western style breakfast lar. haha. erps. After which i went wif my family to play bingo wif the crew. wheets. so exciting. I took lotsa pics. Saw Goldie again n took pics again. :P Used walkie talkie to communicate on board the vessel. cool. In the afternoon we arrived at port klang. WEll, i stayed on board lor. more fun on board. Took more pics. Saw this line dancing thingy... Evening was fine. I basically went for a swim. I lost my tan liao lor. HAHA. Who cares anyway. hahas. Watched the entertainment show at the LIdo. There was an acrobatic performance and i was enthralled by a back walkover ( ho fan ) down the high stage. Meaning the guy just ho fan down the stage. Then i saw a 2 storey high backflip. FOllwed by a backflip done on stilts. And i saw an aerogymnast do a split in midair upside down. Words cannot express the wonder of wat i saw. The standards of the dancers were amazing... haha. There was even a spirit of the dance felt tt nite. pro.

Day 3:
Woke up at 6. Had breakfast and blahz. nothing much liao lor. see my pics la

Funny events:
- Indian man wore his underpants to swim. The lifeguard was like gossiping about the stains on the undergarments to others. Then the indian man said he was allowed to do so in India. If tts the case, my dad says, people like the !kung bushmen can cum n swim naked. ( i m not being racist here )
- Indian woman carries a crying baby off a seat in the bingo playing area. The mother protests n the indian woman says," the baby isnt playing bingo so it cant have a seat..." wat nonsense!
- Cruise staff sees a boy dressed in spider man tee shirt," eh look at dis di di here... dun climb up the ceiling ah otherwise u ll get electrocuted!"

gazed at e stars@10:23 PM
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erps. going off soon. went to Lq just now n created chaos as usual. whahahaha. stoopid guys removed their packs n cheated. lame lar. still cannot win. :P lalalala. dun wan to go la. i ll be bringing my geog over to do. :P k. bye! see u all on fri. love u all!

gazed at e stars@2:57 PM
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Ok i know y i was depressed just now. tomoro i wun be around ( ya i know i m sec 4 n i got alot of unfinished business here such as hw ) ERm. i ll be back on friday. just sian lar. so much stuff in S'pore tt is worth my while, yet i go out there to like, enjoy? erps. Homework AH!
erps. Fiona backed out of e YF dance thingy. so who m i gonna lift??? oh well. nah not impt.
Anyway, i updated photo n quotes blog. go see! Got sean's photo!!! hhahahaha. Seriously though i wun be away for long, i ll miss all of u... Besonders Sie :P

gazed at e stars@9:55 PM
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kinda depressed. shall post later.

gazed at e stars@6:42 PM
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Well, today was ok la. full of homework. geog is killing me. so many structured. at least 30 ba. mostly 8m de... ARGH! so many essays...seriously... wth... HELP... basically tts all? Erm i got the madagascar soundtrack from e webbie go to my other links n see... i got hold of the hong ma yi music too. i rock. i got hold of the quo qing FULL version too. WHAHAHA. FFIIR, tong hua, da jump rox! i think i wanna go school tomoro. :)

gazed at e stars@6:54 PM
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erm. nothing much to blog about... shall put it in poin form since i wrote too many essays for geog.

• Went to church... sang a couple of songs... had bible study
• WEnt for lunch
• Went back to chucrch for dance prac wif Yi Jun
• Apparently i have to lift Fiona... woots...
• its a 5 person dance. 4 gals one guy. oh man i m e only guy!
• blahz. the music used is 'STILL' !! WOOHOO the song rocks!
• ok lar. tts all lor. studying like an idiot...
• dun wan 15-17 to cum...
• hopes to be able to cum online later, hopefully
• sends lotsa videos to dancers. ask 4 more!
• eek.
• eek.
• eek.
• blahz. heez. i m going bonkers!!

gazed at e stars@6:36 PM
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Woots... Boring dae lar. Did homework till e afternoon... English and geography... maths? it cannot be finished. but i ll try n be guai n finish ba. :) lalalala... Hmmm. Basically i went for tuition at 215... till 510pm... non-stop madness of add. mathematics... was very frustrated wif the questions... cant really go on... sianz... yar. went to west mall to stuff myself wif food... nothing to elaborate... missing school? :) seriously.

gazed at e stars@10:47 PM
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Hmmm. Dis morning i went to school n saw the NPCC sec 3 cadets... from many schools... I saw lotsa sec 3 RVNPCC frens!!! So nice... Hahaz... LQ... lalalala... * waves
erm yar... saw ah ma walk to class... chase chase chase... whoops. too late! just walk pass e class la.. :p hmmm. went for physics lesson wif mr chow teaching... nice... ok... after which i waited n paced up n down from 10 - 12... basically did sum hw... yar... den walked down... no details shall be given ;) Yar. went to eat lunch...
oh yea the door went ka put todae. mum n bro kept making a big fuss over the door which jammed n could not open so i smashed it wif my hammer. it opened. pro-ness...
yar tts not the climax. the climax was in e afternnon be4 i left school... :P
whoops. running outta time here. nitez.

gazed at e stars@10:44 PM
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Hmmm. Abit scary eh. Blogging. :p Shall not blog about wat happened. ASk me lor.
I went to school at 715 as usual... Wore my track pants to school cos i tot there was dance in e morning... diaoz lor. anw nvm lar. once more, people ask me to help em wif the dao. My hand wanna drop liao ah... ( but i admit tt its very fun... ) Cool lar. i used to have so much fun tt the top speed was about less than 20s... I luv shuaing the dao!!! ( argh mr low returned my favourite dao... the NC7 dao which belongs to nan chiau... the one wif the red cloth!! omg it rocks... * recalls polishing it lovingly in sec 2* ) HAi... the good old daes. I miss being a junior. LOL! Nah senior also fun lar... i get to teach dao! LOL...
Erm i got nothing much to say abt the rest of the dae ba... hahaz... ;) took lotsa videos...

gazed at e stars@10:23 PM
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Seriously... Xin Yu is totally pro. She got herself involved in shuang ren wu, dao, i think i saw a headstand too... omg lor... is she a gal??? no wonder shes the crazy family's bodyguard sia... anw...
I arrived in school at 715 again... Played sum songs as usual... I need to get sum new songs... My right arm hurts... I keep repeating the dao movements over n over again for the sake of teaching the guys... n tt xin yu, she only need to learn it several times from ??? ( i dunno who taught her) SHes totally perfect in the dao liao ever since i corrected a minor movement for her... PERFECT! Just needs to be 4 times faster in her movement can liao... The other 2 guys involved in dao leh? Erm compared to Xin Yu, they need to be 7 times faster... Si Ian is almost there... Just a little more practice... I just couldnt believe my eyes... A gal learns boy's stuff faster than a boy... ( ok i sound abit yar...) The speed at which they must go is at least the speed of a bike running down a slope... :p Jia you people... ( alamak lar the other guys who r learning from me... must jia you... seriously hai wo de arm gonna drop off liao.... lols)
Yar. Tts all for dance. More pics on photo blog... yar... may be online at 1030 tonite...

*Ernsthaft Verpassen Sie... *Umarmungen

gazed at e stars@2:34 PM
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I better type dis here so i ll remember:

Church dance rehershal practice dates for this week is sat 645 to 8....next week
mon 3-5 and sat 645 to 8

gazed at e stars@10:45 PM
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New Pics of dance in moi photo blog...

Yar i went to school at 715am today. Played sum music as usual... Den i was very bored so i started taking photos... ( see photo blog ) Took several videos... Trying to add em to moi blog rite now...erm i finall know how my qian fan looks like... i asked wah tuck to video me... LOL... Boys dun seem to look nice when they do qian fan... haha i lan la... legs too long? :p
Yar... helped e guys learn the dao... xin yu is also in it.. shes probably e only gal in nhds ever to learn dis... pro la... yar... den did more qian fans while tt jun he keep bugging me to take off my shirt??? i was like: +_+"
oh i just found out how to upload videos. thanks to google's software tt only gmail users can apply for... whahaha. gmail is nice. but. its BETA. I wun get e long videos done up so soon. i got videos of the dances!! argh. stoopid. LOL. Meanwhile, u can download sum short video clips from my links on e right column. Scroll down to video and simply click to download. However, it may not work when traffic is too high. toodles.

gazed at e stars@2:12 PM
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Erm yar i m making a double post today...
Church was fine ya... I just realised tt a new gal in church called Yi Jun is actually moi senior from nhds!!! Shes 2 years older than me i think... yar.. one of the pro dancers and now shes in SAJC Dance Society... The YF was planning a dance item for youth sunday, and obviously nobody volunteered except Yi Jun, Ezra ( he always volunteers for anything... lol so enthu...) and Eunice... I was dragged into it by the people around me who deliberately chanted my name out loud... EEK. Sumbody save me... I wonder how the dance will be like... At least i get to dance? -_-" LOL.
I ve updated the photos blog.. and made sum ammendments to my profile blog...
i ll be right back later. either 6pm or 10 pm.

gazed at e stars@3:51 PM
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Yesterday was ok lar... seriously i got nothing to blog about ( no dance mah Zh... LOL... )
Tomoro's lessons are from 8 to 1000 i think. Chem in auditorium. I shall come by 730 to blast music in the hall...whahaha. hmmmm. I Brought the ou de yang CD!!!! woohoo! yar. tts abt it. bb.
http://www.piglovepiglet.blogspot.com/ - tts blur blur's blog... i found his link! LOL...

gazed at e stars@8:57 AM
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FLasHBACK:
Yar the Amath remedial was fine. learnt differentiation of exponential functions.
Saw ah ma doing her geog project again... *smiles*
After tt i stayed in school to explore the nooks and corners while the rest of e class went to pizza hut... I din really want to go out of sch cos ah ma was in sch mah. Went off to e hall to play songs using my handy double adapter for amplifier. Connected amplifier to my mp3 player and played lotsa new songs... :) After which i saw ah ma walk out of e hall and gave chase but lost her. LOL. :( Hmmmm. Yar den i went for chem remedial. After chem remedial i went to look at dance prac... nothing new lar. :P
Yesterday i had tuition wif Elaine again... Hahas... Quite fun lar the tuition... They keep laughing like hell... Then Elaine kept chewing ice...Her teeth are probably rock hard sia... * crunch crunch crunch* -_-" She kept chewing ice even as we were doing the amath questions... so funny...

Today has only begun. Going for tuition later... maybe shall grab a present for moi sis ivy... hahas... toodles.

gazed at e stars@8:38 AM
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Hmmm. i arrived in school at 745 todae. Went up to class to blast sum nice music but... THEY LOCKED THE CLASS UP!!!! EEK they lock me out of my second home!!! -_-" So i went up to 406 where it wasnt locked and blasted FIR, Tong Hua, Lao Shu ai Da mi and stuff like dat... hahas... then at 8am Sia arrived to do e remedial... Check e quotes blog... Shes so funny... After her lesson i met Steph at e piano... She was smiling... :))) Hahas... Stayed in e canteen to do sum amath stuff... Till 12 den i had to leave school cos of my parents ya... Walked pass one of e classes be4 i went home... :))) Den smsed sum people... yea.
Flashback:
Yesterday i had tuition wif Elaine ( ok i know shes sec 3 n i am sec 4, but amath syllabus for o level is e same lar... ) n her cousin ( issit cousin?) taught us e amath... did log for practice... what a stoopid chapter... doesnt make any sense... who wants to know how to do such crazee stuff.... lol... :) Yar...
Back to e present:
Hmmm tts all ba. Tomoro i ll be in sch fot amath remedial followed by dance ( i m not required to stay back but who nvm... just stay back to see lor... LOL :) )
nitez.

gazed at e stars@10:30 PM
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Well, yesterday was spent in school... Played several games of badminton wif xiao mei Wan Ting... I was very very depressed so i had to calm myself down by the game... I dunno wat the future has in store for me but i must think postitive! lol. Not talking hurts even more. Anw it was all my fault.
Note the following:

1. I have been limit banned from the internet.
2. Banned from smsing
3. Scolded daily ( dis morning i wake up jiu pei ma liao... how nice )

I m totally tired. I rather spend the whole dae in school.

gazed at e stars@8:24 AM
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